
“I’m not smarter than anyone else, I’ve only made one mistakes”
I make a lot of mistakes. I get nervous and mess things up. Sometimes, words get jumbled in my head thanks to P.T.S. causing me to say something I’m not actually saying. I will say something and even though I say what I mean to say it isn’t what I’m saying at all, does that make sense? Due to childhood trauma & PTS it’s almost impossible to let others in and trust. So, I spend a lot of time Reading. Usually I end up reading Psychology Today or something from Marriage.com or similar sites. Being able to read people from go & knowing how to spot conflict in a relationship,, I start trying to diffuse it before it gets too horrible. Most of the time, I’m called fake, a liar, etc. Usually being the only real one in the relationship. I’ve had 4 serious relationships since turning 18. All of which I had full intent on marrying the lady but each time something (I always blame me) came up and broke us apart. Usually cheating. I can honestly say, at this point, I’m 💯 I’ve never been loved in return. Most of my exes telling me I can’t be loved, will always just be a stepping stone. Others swearing they’re only still hurting me because they Know I’m going to get revenge. None of which would I do. The insight you read here should not be taken as a professional in the field unless credit is given to the professional. I’m not any smarter than any of you, I just made alot of mistakes that made wise.
Education & Experience I Do Have
- Jr College Psychology & Sociology
- Human Behavior Analyst Training